December 2011
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prose poem i suppose
There was a girl in my school who never talked; not when someone asked her a question, or even when someone demanded her too. I honestly didn’t know her name until junior year of high school. Why would I need to? I was always out with my friends, she was always just sitting there, quietly and heavily. I wondered what she did on Friday nights. I didn’t think she was out, going hard with the rest of...
12/20/11
Sometimes I sort of miss home and high school a lot. College is difficult. At least at home I have like 5 or 6 friends who I know are my best friends. At college I feel like I have best friends but I don’t know/think they consider me their best friend… Idk maybe I’m paranoid.. I just feel like I’m never 100% accepted anywhere I go. Someone tell me what I’m doing...
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FACT:
losing my virginity to “Closer” by NIN
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I want
a tattoo that says “this too shall pass”. idc if it’s cliche, i used to live by it…
blessingsin—disguise:
I just want to get drunk and go into the basement of a frat house and dance with random boys who don’t even care what my name is. For some reason that’s when life is the easiest.
He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He won’t call tomorrow. He...
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12/13/11
That awkward moment where it took me this long to figure out that you used me. And once you get what you want, you don’t really want it anymore.
Lesson learned.
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Tumblr Friendship Success Story
MY FRIEND TIFFANY AND I MET ON TUMBLRZ AND NOW WE GO TO COLLEGE TOGETHER AND WE’RE BEST FRIENDS.
I GET DRUNK WITH HER, THROW UP WITH HER, SMOKE CAMELS WITH HER, LAUGH AT UGLY BOYS WITH HER, AND NOW WE’RE CHILLIN IN HER ROOM.
THANK YOU, TUMBLR.
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Desperate
I stayed up all night with you,
then you crackle away like a
mediocre magician’s trick.
I know I need to learn restraint
against your perfectly quaffed hair,
and sparking blue eyes.
You’re right out of a Disney movie.
I could walk all the way back to Boston
just to punch you in your face,
square in your jaw until you felt pain
similar to mine right now.
Your ice cold shoulder could...
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4 A.M. Poetry
It is far too difficult
to spend your life alone.
An easier approach to
fill that void-
Find someone to love.
It doesn’t have to be real love,
and it doesn’t have to last.
Just someone to knock
on your bedroom door
at three in the morning,
a taste of cigarettes and
that watered-down beer
flooding your mouth.
Though this type of love
will surely not last long,
it’s better than a...
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Bad Habit
I have always had a bad habit
of remembering things too well.
Stupid things, little things.
That yellow diamond street sign
in Chestnut Hill before the rotary—
I would add more detail, but I’m
slowly starting to forget.
I wonder, though, what’s the point
of my brain storing that insignificant,
little detail all these years?
Why is this one thing stuck in my head,
replaying and...
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Prose Poem
One of the most romantic moments of my life. I drove us through the cemetery after school. My dad’s car winded through the bushes and trees to the top of the hill; snow tapped on the roof. The song I had memorized inside and out, the lyrics that they had obviously written about us, about our love, delicately played through the speakers. The cold leather of the backseat against my skin, the warmth...
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12/8/11
Decided I want a tattoo of some sort.. Idk what though lolz. But idk if I should get one. Like every piercing I wanted I took out except for my belly button cuz it’s sexy as fuck.
Going to the Ski House tonight to get it in- I mean PARTY one last time before I go home which is sad. I really don’t wanna go home for a month.. I’m gonna see things I don’t wanna see.
I...
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12/6
So stressed… Making a To Do List on here so I don’t forget anything
-Finish poetry paper (Wed)
-Spanish paper (Mon)
-Go to library to print paper
-Memorize The Hanging Man (Wed)
-Do math homework (Wed)
-Study for Astronomy
-Study for Psych
-Study for Math
-Drop off notes at ODS
-Get a copy of my birth certificate
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12/2/11
CANNOT WAIT TO GET FUCKED UP TONIGHT.
I needed the fucking weekend so bad. I’m so pumped to hit up the hockey house or fiji and just get completely shattered and make out with a hot guy. So necessary. Omg.
Bring. It.
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